8 months since Carl passed away.
8 months since I've been here in Seattle teaching at Moksha/Modo Yoga.
8 is a number they say that means abundance in the Chinese tradition.
Oh the Journey...the many many many changes that come with it!
It is so beautiful to start something and free fall.
Dive forward and let the present be present and let the past be past.
It is not so easy...
Even though I may seem to share that my move is all about smiles and yoga...
It is very hard to walk thy wisdom.
But it is always a workable relationship with myself.
It is always a workable relationship with new friends and families.
It is a mindfulness practice and I am willing with all my heArt and soul to be present with every step of this unfolding process.
Most of the time...
I cry out of nowhere talking about the sun.
I laugh out loud seeing a stellar jay fly by.
I am a fireball in my truth.
And I'm also a quiet energy in my yin vibes...one of the many lessons Carl shared with me in this lifetime.
For some people my real life experiences are just stories...
For some my real life experiences are crazy wisdom...
For some my real life experiences are inspiring...
For me they are all equally beautiful and chaotic movements
that makes real life my many truths.
Moving is just one of those moments that you can wash the old and say see you later and leave.
But the thing is... you can never just say see you later and leave.
I can keep on washing and cleansing the old ways...
But my many pasts have shaped me for who I am today.
I am my beautiful and chaotic self because of the many paths I've taken over the years.
I am grounding myself in many avenues now so that I can share my many truths I've found along the way.
In times like today...where we don't really know what's in store for us - you know with Mother Nature's constant changes of moods - you just gotta do what you dream to do.
You gotta live the life you most wanted.
And most of the time, there's a lot of sacrifices and lots of lessons ahead.
I mean real hard life truths and facts.
And every movement and move is a different journey for each and one of us.
For some it will require a lot of will power and energy and for some it's like walking across the street...or is it?